Just want to forgive

i just want to forgive all his fault..
never want to remind about that pain..
want to ignore all these 'junk' of mind, want to heal this bad feeling
my time is too wonderful to be wasted, i really don't want to stay on this f**kin' mind
somebody help me out :'(
take this pain away from me..he's too precious for me..
don't wanna miss a thing..